Once an ACSian–Always an ACSian

Girls’ Generation (SNSD)!

If only I understood korean… =( 

What happened during the past 3 weeks seemed like months especially with all the short hours of sleep and long hours of work work and more work. Basically it was juz outfield x 2 + prepare vehicles till late late night + driving vehicle 4 long distances at weird timings like 3am. Anyway…im juz glad its finally over and im getting a deserved long weekend break before i regain my garang-ness =D haha!

1 year more to take down ‘P’ Triangle Plate =D

What will you do if you find out that you do not really have enough time to do things that you really want to do?

This question has been on my mind for quite some time, especially since I havent been able to update my blog for nearly 3weeks. Surely, there were occasions where I could have spared some minutes to do some update but yet other things seemed to be weighing on my mind. With the upcoming busy schedule of Class3 TP Driving test, ATP, Live Firing, Outfield and CPT, there seemed to be endless of events swarming towards me, denying whatever breathing space I had wished for.

Never mind the fact that people always say time is in our hands, since we are the ones able to allocate time for certain tasks. I feel that there are many a times where things are just uncontrollable by us, thus we have the term "last-minute". These last-minute events only aimed to confuse our timetable, adding to the extra burden that most of us already carry.

How I wish time can be borrowed, yet do not need to be returned. Or better still, 24hrs is no longer considered a day, maybe its 1/2 or even 1/4.

Back to the question. Guess I still do not have my final answer.

My birthday wishes for this year are:

1) Help my unit get through LAB with flying colours

2) Go MSCC and get SGT rank

3) Pass Class3 TP driving test

4) Get a scholarship so can lessen my parents’ burden

5) Get accepted into Imperial Chemical Engineering

6) Good health and luck for all my friends!

So far its been theory lessons on servicing and maintenance…

kinda bored especially when you are a technician trained to repair bronco =( but i guess it cant be helped.

the real stuff will only start next week!

AHM on sunday! lucky i never run the full 21km…phew!

Played nearly 4hrs of soccer 2day! It was really exhausting but at least it was also satisfying =D Cant wait for more soccer to come! Contact me for any games yea? =D

Its been quite some time since i last posted. Many things have happened and changed while there are other stuffs that remain constant.

As usual, army life hasnt changed much since i was posted to Sungei Gedong. It remains that I wake up at 7.15am, morning runs, breakfast, start work, lunch break, finish work and then back to bunk. Well, Im still thankful that Im able to meet former classmates/schoolmates, especially songyeong and huangzi, who certainly brought a different atmosphere to my working environment. Those mornings and afternoons of chatting and laughing, adding to the nights of gyming, indeed helped me stay cheerful.  Luckily, I got a chance to go through GPMG Course and will soon be embarking on Bronco Driving Course. These events certainly add colours to my otherwise mundane and dull life in camp.

Outside camp, Im always enjoying the company of my friends, especially william whom always ‘jio’ me for a game of soccer and/or shopping with late night movies. I just find it regretful that I havent gotten a chance to meet and catch up old times with my JC classmates yet since june. Oh well, I guess there will be a time for it.

Right now, I am focusing majority of my energy during the weekends towards my Class3 driving. 14th September will be the date of my traffic police test whereby it will determine whether Ill be driving a car or still taking the mrt/bus. So far, it has been lucky and smooth so much so that my instructors think I should not have any problem passing the TP test. I will just try my best, pray hard and keep things simple. Hopefully when I meet my friends during outing the next time, I will be driving them around.

Time to head back to camp! See ya! TC!

Hiding behind my vision
Always lingering around
Love, is it really there?

Happily playing and laughing
Yet able to retreat totally
You, create the happiness in me

The feeling I get is too loving and warm
But a thousand speeches is insufficient
Would you leave after hearing them?

The love I feel is too rare
Yet I need not completely possess
Giving you my blessing wholeheartedly
Before I finally let go….

Let go,
Let our memories go
So that both of us will have freedom
Let go,
It is not because I do not love enough
Let go,
Let everything go
So that we can still remain as friends
And that will be sufficient enough

The distance is the universe
Silently creeping towards us
Just, observe and see

The feeling I get is too loving and warm
But a thousand speeches is insufficient
Even though in a instant,
I really wanted to hold your hand

The love I feel is too rare
Yet I need not completely possess
My blessing I give, with heaviness of heart
I felt it’s best to let go….

Let go,
Let our memories go
So that both of us will have freedom
Let go,
It is not because I do not love enough
Let go,
Let everything go
So that we can still remain as friends
And that will be sufficient enough

Let go,
Let my memories of you go
Because I find no ending
Let go,
Wishing you will have all happiness
Maybe,
Love is deep even though I thought I saw enough
Let go,
Let it all go
This way, only then you can possess it again….

Who will ever get all that he wants?
Who will have no reason to seek others’ hearts?
A normal but naive life has passed,
How should it be continued?
   
How can one believe in others again after being wronged?
Who will not have unutterable fantasies?
Who can forget that time is constantly moving, that all meetings would result in partings,
And they would eventually be left alone?

The people that you hug when you are happy,
Are those who will remain friends to death.
But when relationships start to crack, do you think that by prolonging it,
Would give you more time?

No matter how famous you have become,
You must be aware that no matter how much applause you gather,
You are still alone.
You end up hearing only my raucous laughter,
Because my tears are always silent.
   
I cannot speak of it, I cannot talk about it,
I can only let myself stay up awake at midnight.
This gives me periodical shocks,
That is why I forgot who I am.
   
Who can be content with loneliness throughout their life?
How can one get the qualifications to love another?
Honestly, fearfully, only I myself know.