Time crawls when you are focused
Woke up at 9.45am.
Began studying history from 10am-7pm with four 30mins breaks in between. it felt as if time was moving at a super slow rate…kept looking at the clock every now and then but somehow the min and hr hands seemed stationary.
after a long torturous afternoon filled with 100yrs of china history…i finally saw sunset!
had my dinner. and now im back to my books…this time maths! 2mr is my 2nd last day of exams…then ill be left with only physics paper 3. then ill get back my freedom!
haiz…now juz need 2 bear with it. muz yao jing ya guan and chiong towards the finishing line.
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Flipping through our photographs, thoughts of you become both visible and invisible.
I still remember last year’s winter, when we laughed very sweetly,
I suddenly had to watch your tear-stained face, saying goodbye to me.
I have yet to hear that goodbye but you have already walked far away.
Perhaps you have already given up on me, or perhaps it is already very difficult to turn back.
I know it is all my fault, but please give me another reason when you say do not love me anymore.
Even if I do not understand, can you forgive me?
Please do not request for a breakup.
I know you are using breakup as an excuse for the pain,
Please turn back, for I will accompany you until the very end.
Even if there is no conclusion, I can still endure
For I know my promise has caused you pain.
You said you gave me tolerance, and your silence meant acceptance.
If you want to go, please remember me. But if you feel sad, please forget me.
