Once an ACSian–Always an ACSian

This is probably the only time i feel so motivated to study History SBQ =)

i am not complaining here though…im juz glad i hav found my motivation! really hope to improve on my history score cuz i hav always been scoring below my potential =( this common test could be the right time for me 2 be awake from my slumber!

yet i feel so helpless when i see one of my fren feeling so sad and emo =( i wish i could offer my help but i am caught up with my exams. juz hope my fren will know that i will always be there to offer moral support and if necessary, i will try my best to help and support my fren in every way i can! to me, frenship takes priority =) (like they always say…frens r like diamonds: rare and precious)

I want to be the sky so I can fly to you anytime

english paper 1 wasnt too bad i guess =)

the poem was rather difficult for me…although most ppl tried the poem question. i did the prose question without much difficulty even though i am not totally confident of getting above 20marks (full marks is 25).

2day is only the start of a 2-week ordeal..hope i can pull through this!

On a side note…
something has been bothering me =( although i dunno how it all ended up like this…i want to believe that everything will return to normal. it seems like i am the cause of all the mess…yet i dunno how to pick up the pieces =( although i wish to ask…but i lack the courage to…perhaps time will tell.

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The sky that has not been sunny for a long time still keeps your smile as before.
I am still unable to bury my guilt through my tears.
The kite stranded in the gloomy sky is awaiting to be rescued,
Just like my heart that longs for you.

The loneliness that has been isolated by one side,
Is laughing at the promises that I cannot afford to give.
Yet how come you have actually forgiven me? (or maybe not)

I can only forever read our dialogues,
Reading the pain that I have given you.
I cannot forgive myself, so please treat as if I am not here anymore

I look at the blank space with eyes wide open,
trying to forget the expectations you had of me.
After finish reading how much I have depended on you,
I will leave very soon.