Time crawls when you are rotting at home
thats the only lesson i learnt today.
wanted to go SANA but woke up late and saw zhiguang’s sms saying that there is only abt 32 cadets so SANA dun need anymore instructors 4 e day…end up staying home to study. realised couldnt really concentrate but still forced myself to…dunno if any information really got in or not ><
studied till 3pm with a 1hr lunch break eating maggi mee (haha..quote michelle "post atc syndrome"). started 2 rot at home from 3pm onwards…surrounded only by tv, laptop, ipod, handphone and lots of air. sms-ed a few ppl to keep myself bz, turned on the tv only to keep switching channel every now and then, blasted music but still felt lousy. so i went out to sembawang beach to emo and enjoy the sea breeze.
went for dinner…prepared my uniform 4 2mr’s NDP @ marina…now rotting in front of my laptop and tv again! LOL! ><
Sometimes you have to fight hard just to make love survive. There are even times where you will get hurt badly but what’s important is that you have given your best shot. Because real love is never regretful and even if it fails to last.
